Well, here I am. Friday July 6th. I went for my baseline sono yesterday morning and later on I got the nurse's call, telling me that I had to go back for another baseline once I get full flow AF (period). As of yesterday I was just spotting and I guess the doctor wants to re-check once I get my period. I asked if the cyst was gone. The nurse's response was: "well, it got smaller.... but it still there". I don't know what that means! Am I supposed to worry about that? would I need surgery? would I be able to start my IVF cycle this time? No answers. After I hanged up the phone I cried. I felt so frustrated with my own body. There is nothing I can do, there is no magic formula that will make my body react the way it's supposed to. I feel helpless. I send my husband a text message and told him what the doctor had said. He seems to have a much more positive attitude than me. He is sure everything will be fine, and he said not to worry. When he got home I was actually mad at him becasue he was not worried (crazy, huh?). We talked and he made me realize I don't have to worry before the second baseline. He knows that sooner or later, this will happen for us. I just want it to happen NOW, you know?
So today I got full flow period, so I called the doctor's office and scheduled my baseline for tomorrow morning.
All I can do right now is pray and have faith, just like my husband, that everything will be fine.
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