2WW sucks!

Today I'm 7dp3dt. The wait is torture. I don't have any symptoms except my sore boobs. I wonder if I'm supposed to feel anything, but I don't. It just feels like I could be getting my period soon. I've been searching the web for information on when is the best time to test for pregnancy. One girl had said on her blog that if you test too soon you could either be heartbroken because of a false negative or you could be wondering if the faint positive you'll get is due to the HCG hormone still lingering in your system. It's a lose lose situation. So I am really doing my best not to test. It's killing me!! I think this whole process is so out of one's control, that makes us go nuts. The earliest I told myself I'll test is Friday.... but I don't know if I can hold on until then. Hmmmm to POAS or not to POAS....
I can't believe I still have O N E - W H O L E - W E E K to get my beta. What should I do to keep myself busy? I know! I could try to concentrate at work! blah! that's impossible.... I can focus my attention for 5 minutes and then I find myself wondering around the web, trying to read about success IVF stories.... this is so much harder than I though.

Oh, I also have to give an update about my left over embryos. Well, the clinic called me and told me that none of the embryos survived day 5 so we had nothing left to freeze. :-( I was pretty heart broken. I am praying so hard that the ones they transferred are well tucked in my uterus by now. Please God, take care of my babies!!

Anyway, I'll try to stay busy and away from those pregnancy tests as long as I can.... wish me luck! ;-)